AIR PASSAGE
Like a ghost she speaks in a 
whisper
and her whispery breath flowsacross my face like a desert wind, hot
whistling over carven stone and 
down
through narrow ravinesa whisper that makes my cheek itch
if you scratch it it’ll only get 
worse
infected with some 
flesh-eatingvirus and one word
that keeps repeating: 
respiration…
breathe in, breathe out 
she murmurs blow out until your face
turns purple – when the spots in 
your 
eyes begin to seem like old 
friendsyou’ll know you’re almost there.
DAY BY CREEPING DAY
Day by creeping day it gets just a little more 
difficult
to 
explain my ever-multiplying little idiosyncrasies:
no 
morning cup of tea coffee cocoa and just how long
has it been since you last had a bath, when 
did 
you last wash your hair, brush your teeth, use 
deodorant
and why ever do you make that face when I sit 
down next to you and then scrunch 
away like you’re 
afraid of my touch? And how should I 
answer?
Should I speak to you of how I bite back my 
screams 
at the gurgling sounds emanating 
from your stomach,
at the thought of what goes down the 
drain after you’ve
had your bath, at the mere sight of 
your feet dragging
dragging on the carpet – for the 
love of Jesus, I can feel
the static lightning running madly 
over your flesh –
Keep your questions and your sparks 
and your hateful
fluids well away, can’t you 
understand my internal
parts aren’t rated for such an 
environment? That dead 
and caking skin is my only 
insulation? In my private 
fantasies I imagine a house scrubbed of foul 
contaminates, 
no 
bathroom, no kitchen, no faucets or drains or toilets
circulating their sludge, no bugs, no breath, 
no you – 
only bare formica surfaces and 
positive barometric
pressure generating a pleasant pop and rattle 
in my ears
which are dry as a bone and clean as 
a whistle.Baltimore native Jeffrey Park lives in Munich, Germany, where he works at a private secondary school and teaches business English to adults. His poems have appeared in Requiem, Deep Tissue, Danse Macabre, Crack the Spine, Right Hand Pointing and elsewhere, and his digital chapbook, Inorganic, has recently been published online by White Knuckle Press. Links to all of his published work can be found at www.scribbles-and-dribbles.com.
 
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